I so want death. I need a release from this pain.Sometimes I wonder what it feels like to be free, living instead of sitting with discomfort for the rest of my life.Feb 3, 2022Feb 3, 2022
I read somewhere that anxiety was hereditary, unwanted heritage passed from one generation to the…Jan 1, 2022Jan 1, 2022
Dear that person on Quora, who suffered from depression while studying abroad,Are you still there — somewhere in the corner of this world?Dec 22, 2021Dec 22, 2021
Dear destruction, won’t you leave my lips and mouth alone?You displaced my tongue, stripped me of my former self, and overstayed your visit.Dec 13, 2021Dec 13, 2021
Though dormant, still water will always glitter.Grasses will always dress in striking green.Dec 8, 2021Dec 8, 2021
I dare not use “we” here, since I never dare transgress my boundaries to you.“Us” is also impossible.Nov 17, 20211Nov 17, 20211
When I am angry, violence floods the veins like liquid wildfire.When I am sad, hurt is stretched into eternity. Each second is molded into a thousand needles, piercing into my soul. Storms roar and roar…Oct 21, 2021Oct 21, 2021
Ocean Vuong’s “On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous” lodged itself on my mind recently.Trauma is like an old friend who overstays their visit. I know it so well. I know better not to think so much about it, fearing that once I…Sep 27, 20211Sep 27, 20211
On my grandfather’s deathI think Death itself isn’t as scary as the moment when it begins to dawn on someone. This thought wrapped around my mind as I gazed upon…Apr 15, 20212Apr 15, 20212
When I loved beautiful soulsI opened my eyes to lushness blooming and unraveling across the city. Lights and shades in different bodies everywhere — in tinted pink, a…Apr 15, 2021Apr 15, 2021
สังคมวิทยาว่าด้วยความตายของผม/ Peter Kaufman / 14–09–2018https://www.everydaysociologyblog.com/2018/09/a-sociology-of-my-death.htmlApr 6, 2021Apr 6, 2021
My life is a joke, and it won’t let me dieI’ve told my close ones several times about my first encounter with depression and suicidal ideation, which took place somewhere between…Jul 19, 2018Jul 19, 2018
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